I thought I heard Ant's voice last night. Like screaming for help. Screaming for his big brother.

No sign of lil' Ant. His useless big brother can't even tell which direction his voice be coming from.

I ain't got no use left in the world. I miss that bugger. Don't mind getting him out of trouble every now and then. If he be alive, I'd be as happy as pie.

First time I cried in years. I was too much a macho bastard to admit at first. But no, nothing could hide how sad I was 'bout my lil' brother not being here no more. Ain't cried when mum and dad got gone. 'Cause I still had Ant, and he was crying my tears for me. Now ain't got nobody to cry my tears for me no more. None nobody but maself.